Monday, July 27, 2009

Speechless..

First of all, happy birthday Tze Zheong..We bought a cake and celebrate with her during ESL period..all the lights were like turned off suddenly..frightened me..but anyway~~Hope that she will enjoy her sweet 18th..Birthday girlMay, Tze Zheong, hooi leng, simone



My mood is like quite confusing today..it's happy..but it's quite sad plus dissapointing at the same time..sometimes i wonder is there any problem with my mind..or maybe im just being emo these days..

I know there's a lot of problems bothering you..i hope that i could share the burden with you and i willing to..

What i want is just a trust from you..Can you please don't assuming everything by yourself...

You said you wont let me feel stress..just try my best as i can..but i beg you will never realize how stress i am now..

8 years..i know you have suffered for 8 years..and i know everything happened very suddenly..i can understand your pain..you dont want me to get hurt..but..can you let me decide my own future..im awake and i know what am i doing now..

Nothing much i want..please place your trust on me..mummy.

You are the best mummy in the world..i love you.